A shot at Stardom

Lol, so it was just one misty moisty morning, when yours truly was too lazy to get out of her bed for school. Her mobile phone was vibrating it's ass out, but yours truly was too pig-like even in her sleep, and noticed not the phone call. All of a sudden, the door was opened with a bang, and in baraged her mum with the house phone in hand, yelling "Your call ah! Amanda said it's urgent! Get your ass up." And groggily, yours truly said "Hewwo?"

I would continue this post, but I'm a little lazy for now XD So to find out what happened next, tune in to AMANDA'S BLOG (http://iiamanii.blogspot.com/)!! And read her post on Wednesday, October 21, 2009.

I'll update this another day XD;;

If I...

If I had a nicer blogskin, I might be tempted to post more often here.

If I weren't so lazy, I might update my blog with daily nuffnangs.

If I had better concentration skills, I would be studying my ass off right now and worry not about the coming exam.

If I knew how to meditate, I wouldn't have any problems concentrating in the first place.

If I were more patient, maybe things would have been better between us.

If I were a better daughter, I would help my parents more with housework.

If I were more hardworking, I wouldn't be a couch potato.

If I were a better friend, I might've cause less heartache for her.

If I were more honest, I wouldn't be living this life of deceit.

If I could control my temper, mum wouldn't be so sad.

If I change myself for the better, maybe I could change the world one day.

If I could wish for one thing, I wish to turn back in time and undo the wrongs.

If I were more insightful, there might be less awkward moments in our conversation.

If I had died, would you have cried for me...

My World Ends With You (and STPM)

Mood: Incognito
Music player: It's So Wonderful - TWEWY OST

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*ignore the fact that I jacked the title (so uncreative) from the DS game "The World Ends With You" ( Joshua Joshua Joshuaaa!!! JoshuaXNeku!! <3 ), imma running a lil high from all the gaming and exams ohoho*

Yes yesssssss... I'm suppose to be studying now, but ahah! Here's the loop-hole : suppose to be

Sigh, I alread had a blog entry planned in my head just moments ago when I was in the shower, but now that I'm all fresh and fragrant, I forgot what I'd wanted to pen. *shrugs*

And I feel like I'm jumping from sentence to sentence. Isn't that just annoying? It's as though I'm not making any sense to what I'm saying. Oh gosh, help me!!!

I couldn't sleep, I couldn't even concentrate in completing a task properly - be it studying, reading a book, working out and blogging! I'm not exactly anxious over the Trial exam (even though I'm not exactly passing it with flying colours either)... Hell, everyone around me looks like the grim reaper just knocked on their doorstep. On the otherhand, I'm so selamba, sitting there kicking my legs, watching people study their feet off, while I just nod and smile. SO WHY CAN'T I FRIGGIN GO TA SLEEP LIEK A NORMAL PERSON HUH??!! I hate you, Insomnia! If I were to paint a capriccio of you, it would be titled "The Enigmatic Insomnia and the Hungry Gay Crocodile" .

And it doesn't help that the people I wanna talk to are either too busy studying, emo-ing or both. Oh and did I mention I lost what little social skills I have? I can barely carry a decent conversation with anyone nowadays, most I do is laugh or just keep quiet. Argh!!

That's it... NEW RESOLUTION!! After Trials, I'm gonna study my arse off (harhar), attain my ability to speak coherently and in an engaging manner again, and most importantly... Pamper myself and forego thoughts of giving my all to people who don't return it.

Lol, I have a feeling I'll wanna delete this post after a good night's sleep... I guess I AM stressed. However nonchalant I may look. Probably PMS too.

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Tsk tsk, I guess you don't know me so well after all.

Auction?

I'm soooooo bloody bored, mushrooms are growing on my head! And holidays have not even started yet!!

Much as I'm dying to 'go out there and do something', my lazy arse is still stuck to the couch. And Ken's not interested in going out either. B-b-b-b-uuuuu~

Everyone's making plans to go here and there, and I'm skipping it all to save munneh to get married!! :D HAHAHA. Not just me alone. Both Kelvin and I are saving up for our marriage, but no, we're NOT getting married to each other. We are gonna individually MARRY the NintendoDSi (NDSi) <3>

Was hoping to get good results as a leverage to get dad to pay for the NDSi for me first (can't wait to put my hands on you babe), but I guess that's a null now. Fuuh. I phailed >3<

Now auctioning! I'm willing to sell ANY part of my boday starting from RM600 ;p Haha. Highest bidder of course, will get moi as your prized treasure. If not, just get me the console and I'll marry you babe! LOL. Not.

cuz I'm already tagged

Can't read my p-p-poker face

I just have to get this out of my system I suppose. I mean, you would probably never know of the existence of this post, but even if you do read this, your self-absorption will never realize that I'm actually talking about you.

I mean, get a life. The whole world does not revolve around you alone. Your existence is of no importance to this world, the same goes for many of us lor. So when something unsavory happens, just deal with it, overcome it, and live your live happily again. When you encounter a mountain on your path, climb over it. When a river is blocking your way, swim across it.

Don't just stand there and nag-a-nag-nag-nag. It won't make your problem go away you know?

And seriously, those complains are grating my ears. I don't mind if people feels the need to vent out their frustrations, infact, I'm more than willing to lend you an ear. But if you go on and on and on about just you, you and you, you've crossed my line of patience. I mean everyone else faced the same obstacle as you, but do you see them go bla bla bla me me me bla? No! They grumble abit, then they start working on it!

Gaaaah!!

I'm generally a patient person, but even I have my limits.

PS: And no, it's not you, my dear reader.

Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(she's got me like nobody)

My IQ Score

Free-IQTest.net - IQ Test

Not bad! I may not be a genius like Nee-chan or Einstein, but at least it's above average or of high intelligence.

Now if only I could somehow apply this to my daily life and exams...

MUET... Gone. Band 6? Aihz, fck la.

I think the heading is pretty much self-explanatory.

The 2nd time in my life I screwed up an English paper, it HAD to be during the MUET exam.
And the first being the MUET Trials.
Either my luck's that bad or I'm not that good after all...
(most likely to be the latter lol)
Okay okay, so I didn't attend those extra classes and fucked up Writing:Tast 1 for the trials, but you knowwww! *flounders about and whine*
Okay okay, Ken says no more whining, F I N E, I shattap.
*pouts*

This was how I felt right after the paper ended.
But Listening and Reading were otherwise alright...

So to take my mind of menials like this, we camwhored while in quarantine for the Listening paper~

I do not deserve to be seen with a handsome Kelvin! X3 Nope nope nope. Ugly me.

Our Group for the Speaking exam, coming soon on the 12th May...

Sigh...

Oh well, THEN! Me and Kelvin saw the most curious thing ever!
Chee Hao had a mosquito bite... BUT! It's not just any mosquito bite..

It's a HEART shaped mosquitoe bite! Aww...

And someone said only female mosquitoes bite. Lucky~