Same old shit, different days.


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An aphorism of CARINA:
*Born in the rustic town of Ipoh, Malaysia in 1990. Currently having an odd obsession with Spock and watching action-comedy television series (Chuck!!)
*Just your average girl next-door, yet also not exactly the sanest of sentient beings :D
*The definition of my life is fun-filled and games. What's life without that dash of sugar and spice?
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them girls,
Amanda
Jian Ai
Joan Chen
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Yun Xin
Ju Dee
Keat Yee
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JyBeh
Jasmin Petrick
Balakavitha
Yi Wei
Nebby
Fai Fai
Alice Tan
them boys,
Ng Kar Wai
Jia Wei
Dinesh Kumaar
Mun Kean
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inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
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past
April 2009
May 2009
September 2009
November 2009
December 2009
title: My World Ends With You (and STPM)
date: Wednesday, September 2, 2009
time:8:51 PM
Mood: Incognito
Music player: It's So Wonderful - TWEWY OST

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*ignore the fact that I jacked the title (so uncreative) from the DS game "The World Ends With You" ( Joshua Joshua Joshuaaa!!! JoshuaXNeku!! <3 ), imma running a lil high from all the gaming and exams ohoho*

Yes yesssssss... I'm suppose to be studying now, but ahah! Here's the loop-hole : suppose to be

Sigh, I alread had a blog entry planned in my head just moments ago when I was in the shower, but now that I'm all fresh and fragrant, I forgot what I'd wanted to pen. *shrugs*

And I feel like I'm jumping from sentence to sentence. Isn't that just annoying? It's as though I'm not making any sense to what I'm saying. Oh gosh, help me!!!

I couldn't sleep, I couldn't even concentrate in completing a task properly - be it studying, reading a book, working out and blogging! I'm not exactly anxious over the Trial exam (even though I'm not exactly passing it with flying colours either)... Hell, everyone around me looks like the grim reaper just knocked on their doorstep. On the otherhand, I'm so selamba, sitting there kicking my legs, watching people study their feet off, while I just nod and smile. SO WHY CAN'T I FRIGGIN GO TA SLEEP LIEK A NORMAL PERSON HUH??!! I hate you, Insomnia! If I were to paint a capriccio of you, it would be titled "The Enigmatic Insomnia and the Hungry Gay Crocodile" .

And it doesn't help that the people I wanna talk to are either too busy studying, emo-ing or both. Oh and did I mention I lost what little social skills I have? I can barely carry a decent conversation with anyone nowadays, most I do is laugh or just keep quiet. Argh!!

That's it... NEW RESOLUTION!! After Trials, I'm gonna study my arse off (harhar), attain my ability to speak coherently and in an engaging manner again, and most importantly... Pamper myself and forego thoughts of giving my all to people who don't return it.

Lol, I have a feeling I'll wanna delete this post after a good night's sleep... I guess I AM stressed. However nonchalant I may look. Probably PMS too.

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Tsk tsk, I guess you don't know me so well after all.



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